Sometimes Wufei thought of leaving his lover. Yes, the man was beyond attentive and loving, but that was only at times. Not only at night or any such rubbish, but when he managed to make time for it.

None of the other pilots had known, but for just under three weeks during the war, he and Yuy had dated in some fashion or another. It was ancient history now, what with Yuy being damn near married to Maxwell, and the same with Barton and Winner. To be completely honest, it was just the two of them trying to find some semblance of comfort in someone alive.

But whatever way, Wufei had already dated one man who was married to his mission, he didn't need to deal with that again, and he didn't want to either.

Sometimes Wufei wondered how Maxwell dealt with Yuy's attachment to his laptop. Had he managed to break Yuy's habits?
Even if he had, Yuy was always going to risk his life for his mission, but perhaps if his lover became his mission, they would have a for the most part properly functioning relationship.

What Wufei wanted was for his lover to want him. To want him more than anything or anyone else in the entire universe. To see in Zechs' eyes that he wanted his lover. Found him attractive constantly. Loved him unconditionally. Wanted to be with him forever. Just as Wufei knew he felt toward Zechs and openly showed him.

Perhaps, Wufei thought absently, distracting him from his assignments may work. Doubtful, yet possible.


For whatever reason, when Zechs came home that night, he found the power shut off, and only a couple dozen candles lit to guide through the apartment.

"Fei this is cute really. Turn the power back on now, I need to finish my report." Zechs called out into the dim apartment.

Wufei moved silently through the near-dark to wrap his arms around his lover's waist.

"Zechs, I know as well as you do this report isn't due for a few days. Let me take your mind off of everything?"

Duo's always been somewhat of an enigma. Always hiding behind his joker's mask.

I'm quite proud of the fact that he doesn't need to keep up his mask around me. It's a bit of an unspoken agreement between the two of us that we won't keep our stupid facades up while it's just the two of us.

Title: Perfect Gentleman
Author: xdance
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: Haha, yeah right. If I owned GW in any way, shape, or form, they would've never been able to show it on television, and you'd have to be 18 to buy the DVDs due to pr0n.
Summary: No Beta. 1x2. Based on a quote made by Scott Mcneil; "I just want you to know that Heero Yuy was always a perfect gentleman to me; Heero get off my side of the bed!"

Now I love Heero, I really do. He has always been a perfect gentleman to me, but sometimes, yanno, I just want him to stop being such a damn gentleman sometimes.

Sometimes I just want him to push me onto the couch or the table or the floor, really, just about anywhere, and completely and totally ravish me until I can't remember a thing other than he is Heero and I love him.

But he's too much of a gentleman for that.

We'd been dating for almost two years before he let me jerk him off, it ended up being a mutual thing, jerkin' each other off, yanno. Three before he sucked me off, and two months after that before I could return the sentiment.

He swears that sex isn't necessary for a relationship, especially ours. That we can go at whatever pace we please and it won't matter at all cause we love each other.

And I agreed with him.

Until I invited him into my apartment after one of our dates. Shit, it'd been four years since we'd started dating, and I had assumed that the reason we hadn't made love was because Heero was too much of a gentleman to assume and perhaps push something on me. Apparently I was wrong. So I invited him in for tea, and he accepted, but when he was done with his tea, he just kissed me on the cheek, stood up, and told me it was late and he needed to go. Normally I would've just ignored it, but we had gone out dancing and I was more hot for him than usual. I kissed him on the lips and pulled him down on top of me, but he just pulled away and gave me a look, and said he'd see me the next day.

I had never felt like more of a jackass.

It had been months since we had done anything more than kiss and grope, and to be honest, I'm a twenty year old male, I have needs that just aren't fulfilled by the use of my right hand.

I had plenty of people who wanted me, yanno, I guess the problem was, the only person I wanted to, didn't. It made me fucking sick. I had spent four years with him, and he never, not once, expressed the desire to be with me completely. I'd told him since the second year that I was in love with him and wanted to be with him and only him, I wanted him to be the one to take my virginity, to be the one who I stayed with forever. He never said anything remotely the same. He'd say he loved me, that I was the only one he loved, granted that one hadn't been said in well over a year, but it just never seemed like he found me attractive. He'd say I looked nice when we went out, but he had never said I was gorgeous or handsome or sexy.

Not even a week later, he left on a month long trip to guard Relena.

A few months after the incident with Mariemaia, she and I got over our differences, needless to say, they did involve Heero in some shape or form. It wasn't as though I didn't trust him or her, after all, she had been dating our Fei for two years, and according to rumors, almost two months pregnant, it's just that I knew that Heero and I needed to talk, badly, and that wouldn't be happening for quite a while.

Yanno, we never did end up having that talk. I supposed Relena got to him first, we had been talking the day before their shuttle left to L3 and I let my mouth run away with me again. I ended up telling her almost everything, fucking broke down sobbing, telling her, of all people, all my worries, all my fears, all my desires. I suppose she told Heero while he was busy playing bodyguard, maybe he realized something was wrong, but the former is much more realistic, because the day he walked in the door, the first thing he did was pull me into his arms and press his lips against mine in a soft but passionate kiss.

That night, we made love.

And it was utterly mind blowing. Earth shattering. The best experience of my life.

He was slow, almost painfully so, but overly attentive. He was gentle and passionate. He told me I was more beautiful than anyone or anything he'd ever seen in his life. He told me he'd been in love with me for ages, that he'd realized it when he came to kill me when OZ captured me, that he could kill me because he loved me. He said he wanted to marry me, but only when I was ready. I told him the first time I realized I loved him was when we met back up at the school and I didn't kill him for stealing parts off of my Deathscythe. I told him that he was the only one I had ever been seriously attracted to, I'd joke around and maybe have a bit of lust, but he was the only one I had ever felt anything like this for, ever cared so much for, ever loved so strongly. We made love; it wasn't sex, it was so much more powerful than sex or fucking or intercourse. It was making love, it was pure and it was incredible.

And when I woke up in his arms the next morning, and looked at him to see him watching me with a gentle smile on his face, I realized it wouldn't have been so powerful, so incredible if we had simply jumped into bed with one another. We had needed to wait, perhaps not so long, but it made everything just more.

And now, a year after our first time, do I have any regrets, after all, it is my wedding day?
None. None at all. The only thing that comes close is that Heero doesn't get that the left side of the bed is mine, dammit. But I can overlook that, just as I overlook how he makes sure I eat healthier, and don't take unnecessary risks, especially since I do the same for him.

Title: Addicted

Author: xdance

Pairing: Ryan/Raab [mentioned Rake/DiCo and Bam/Ville]

Rating: Pg

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: He loves you, but only when you bring him pot, he isn’t in love with you, he’s in love with it. Part One of Four. The Fifth part is a kind of sequel, but can be a stand alone.




( We keep ourselves a mystery )

Title: Intoxication

Author: xdance

Pairing: Ryan/Raab

Rating: Pg

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: When Ryan’s drunk, he doesn’t have to think, and he likes that. Oneshot. Ryan POV.




( You’re giving me a run for my money, honey )

Title: Perfection

Author: xdance

Pairing: Bam/Knoxville

Rating: Pg13

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: "Johnny is like Jesus, granted a masochistic Jesus. . . and lying in his arms, I’ve never felt more safe." One shot. Bam POV.




( This is a party without the people )

Title: Satan Fish

Author: xdance

Pairing: Steve-O/Pontius

Rating: Pg

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: Chris has a bit of a fascination with one of Steve-O’s tattoos. Oneshot.




( I’m as selfish as selfish comes )

Title: Operation Steal Jess’s Thunder

Author: xdance

Pairing: Bam/Ryan

Rating: Pg

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: "Bam hates it when anyone gets more attention than he does."




( And I can’t seem to get this out of my head )

Title: Espanol

Author: xdance

Pairing: Rake/Dico

Rating: Pg-13

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: One shot. What if, in the Mexico episode, Rake had to teach Dico how to speak Spanish?




( And can’t you save me from myself )

Title: Look, don’t touch

Author: xdance

Pairing: Quinn/Mikey

Rating: Pg

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: One shot. "You can look but you can‘t touch. That’s how it’s always been."




( And we’ll be rich )

Title: Pretend

Author: xdance

Pairing: Frank/Jepha

Rating: G

Disclaimer: DKDONH

Summary: "Sometimes Frank pretends. Things tend to seem easier that way." One shot.




( We want more then the wars )

Title: Absolution

Author: xdance

Pairing: Chris/Steve-O

Rating: PG13//R

Disclaimer: DK DO NH

Summary: One shot. Steve-O POV "But me and Chris, we’ll always be pretty good. Not perfect, but close enough." Semi-inspired by
( Yeah dude, I just got my butt pierced! )

Title: Bullet

Author: xdance

Pairing: Raab/Ryan mentioned Bam/Ville

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: DK DO NH

Summary: One-shot. Raab POV "He managed to completely replace you in less than a month."
( No chemist could fix this problem. )

Title: Notice

Author: xdance

Pairing: Ryan/Novak. mentioned Bam/Ville

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: DK DO NH

Summary: One-shot. Ryan POV "And I hate that he doesn’t even notice."
( Stuck in reverse )

Title: Fag

Author: xdance

Pairing: Bam/Chad

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: DK DO NH

Summary: One-shot. Bam POV. "He said that I never know what the real world was like, that a fucking closet case like me would end up ass in the air in some alley somewhere after I fuck up and can’t skate anymore."
( Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me )

All Icons. Credit xdance.


( Todo de los ICONS )

Title: Ride

Author: xdance

Pairing: Ryan/Jess

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: DK DO NH

Summary: One-shot. Bam POV. "I think he might like driving more now then before, especially if he and Jess have discovered the joys of car sex."
( I watched you change )